Tonight.

Tonight, oh tonight. I can already tell it is going to end up being rather weird. Gena's party is at 1800 hours and we were allowed to bring one person. Out of everyone to bring, I decided to bring Cary. I know I am stupid, but all I can do is hope for the best, I suppose. The things I do for him...
Anywho, I am basically prepared for the "prom". I have my dress and mask and what not. I am 90 percent excited... The other ten percent doesn't matter, I guess.
Let's see here, let's see here... What to say...
OH okay, so lets just say... How can I word this? Okay, well you remember my last post? The one that just clearly said "I am in love"? Yeah... I know you may have thought, "Oh she falls in love all the time... Just another phase of hers" but I mean, yeah... A three year phase... And I know I have said "I am over him" before, but this time, I am sick and tired of his lies. Every single word that leaves his mouth that has to do anything with me, whether it is a promise or a complement, they are all sick, nasty, little lies. And I am DONE. To be honest, I think I deserve better than him... It is kind of sad that I wasted three years on a guy who didn't even like me when we WERE dating. Makes me feel even MORE lied to. Makes me want to just shut up now and get rid of everything in my possession that has to do with him. Makes me want to HATE him... But like I haven't tried that a good thousand times...
And what's great is HE is going to the party tonight, too. And suddenly, I really don't want to go...
Juno.